“This is the same with our
relationship to the Mind: if we only hold the knowledge, information,
technique and tools within ourselves in relationship to the Mind, but
still accept/allow ourselves in the Mind to ‘run wild’ – no
change will ever manifest within who we are / in the Mind and so also
not in our life/living experience/application.”
Note:
This is an area that I have been
'guilty off'. As a matter of fact, this is basically the impetus
behind my writing the 'My Destonian Personality Blog'
From Heaven's Blog:
“Therefore, in process – one always
start with the basics to analyze/assess your relationship to
thoughts, emotions/feelings, backchat, imagination.
To be able to ‘see yourself for who/how/what you are’ – you
need to self-honestly know how quickly you tend to follow thoughts,
what particular thoughts you tend to follow more easily than others,
how/why/when/where you give into emotions/feelings and what
particular emotions/feelings you tend to give into more easily than
others. The same then goes for imaginations / backchats. One need to
have a ‘map’ of who you are in/as the Mind to from there start
with the basics to be able to establish a relationship with yourself,
the Mind and your life/living experience/application. From here, the
process starts with applying the knowledge, information, technique
and tools step by step, day by day – working with and changing what
you’re able to at this stage based on your current, self honest,
relationship
to yourself and the Mind and your life/living
experience/application.”
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to build and amass only knowledge, information,
technique, and tools within myself in relationship to my mind, but
still accept and allow myself to 'run wild' in my mind which has the
result of no change within who I am, in the mind, and also who I am
in my life, living, experience, and application.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to develop feelings of guilt to when I see myself
go into the mind and accept and allow myself to 'run wild' within and
as my mind, as a way of 'making-up' for accepting and allowing myself
to run-wild in my mind by following thoughts, feelings, emotions, and
reactions as they come up, instead of remaining 'here' and standing
and APPLYING the knowledge, information, technique, and tools that I
have acquired.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to not take self-responsibility in the moment that
I see myself going into the mind and wanting to act out, by stopping
and breathing and thereby grounding myself and then applying the
tools of writing and speaking self-forgiveness so as to further
assist me in stopping my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to apply the tool of self-forgiveness effectively
within not speaking or thinking self-forgiveness in the moment that I
see myself going into or desiring to go into my mind as a means to
stopping my mind and grounding myself, bringing myself 'here'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to neglect my responsibility to myself by not
taking the time, daily, to analyze and assess my relationship to
thoughts, emotions, feelings, backchat, reactions and imaginations.
So that I am more able to 'see myself' for who/how/what I am and have
become within and as my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to neglect my responsibility to myself to not
explore in self-honesty how quickly I tend to follow thoughts, what
particular thoughts I tend to follow more easily than others,
how/why/when/where I give into emotions and feelings and what
particular emotions and feelings I tend to give into more easily than
others.
And within this, I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to create the excuse and
experience of 'not having anything to write about' of which is only
possible by my self-neglect in not applying the knowledge and
information and the tools that have amassed within my mind, so as to
assist me identifying clearly what it is the I accept and allow
within and as my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to not use the tools, knowledge, and information
that I have acquired to explore, clarify, and identify imaginations
and backchats that I accept and allow, so as to create a 'map' of who
I am in and as the mind, to from there, start with 'basics' to be
able to establish a relationship with myself, the mind, and my living
experience and application.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to neglect the process of step-by-step and
day-by-day applying the knowledge, information, technique, and the
tools that I have acquired thereby working with and changing what I
am able to at my current self-honesty, relationship with my mind and
my life/living experience/application.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that my
relationship with my mind and my living experience and ability within
self-application is something that changes and improves over time so
long as I apply myself day-by-day, breath-by-breath, consistently.
And within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to play games with myself by believing that I have nothing to
write about and nothing to explore because I cannot 'think' of
anything when in reality this is so because I am not applying myself
effectively.
When and as I see myself going into
thoughts that 'I do not have anything to write about' I stop and I
breathe and bring myself 'here' because I see, realize, and
understand that this is only so because I have not been effectively
applying the knowledge, information, and tools that I have already
acquired so as to assist me within the mapping out of my mind so that
I can better see my relationship to my mind, see my acceptances and
allowances, and what it is that I have allowed myself to be and
become as a mind-consciousness system.
When and as I see myself accepting and
allowing myself to allow me as my mind to 'run wild' within and as my
mind, I stop and I breathe and ground myself within and as the breath
– and I bring myself 'here' and apply the tools that I have
acquired so that I can see and map out what it is that I am doing
within and as my mind so that I can assist myself in further
self-application to finally stop my existence as a mind-consciousness
system.
And thus,
I commit myself to applying the vast
knowledge base and tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness,
corrective application, and breathing on a daily basis.
I commit myself to stopping my mind by
applying the tools that I have acquired in the moment and also later
as I sit down to write, instead of letting my mind 'run wild' and
making excuses and justifications/rationalizations as to why I
allowed this.
I commit myself to using the tools that
I have acquired to map out my mind and my relationship to it so that
I can assist myself in finding and writing in high detail the points
that I see and identify so that I can truly stop my existence as as
the mind.
I commit myself to taking
self-responsibility by applying myself daily using and applying the
tools that I have already acquired to create myself as life, of the
physical, and stop the mind and my existence as a system that runs on
energy which has adverse consequences for all.
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