As a way to internalize these videos
within and as my walk, I have the following self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to stand in equality with myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to allow myself to become a mind-consciousness
system composed of thoughts, feeling, emotions, perceptions, ideas,
memories and much more.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to believe myself to be this limited mind
consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to separate myself from myself from the
perspective of the mind in itself existing separate from who I am
because the mind in itself is existing separate from me because the
essence of myself is generating this mind-consciousness system
placement within and as the human physical body; thus I am in
separation, in the starting point of myself.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because my
starting point of me generating my mind-consciousness system
placement in separation of myself, that I am designing and
manifesting separation in this world to the ultimate extent where we
murder, abuse, and rape each other when that very being is me from
the perspective of equality and oneness as all as one as equal of
life.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to ask the question 'how did I/we get 'here' to this
point as I/we exist now'.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that because I have
separated myself from myself within this mind-consciousness system
design within myself that from there all other expressions of
separation within and of the unified consciousness field sprout.
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to realize and stand equal to the
mind-consciousness system as me.
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to stand equal to what I/we have accepted
and allowed to exists within this world.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that if I stand
separate from the mind-consciousness system and what exists within
and as this world, I am thus creating it through polarity friction of
resistance – that which resists persists.
Thus, I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that If I stand
separate from the mind and what exists within and as this world as
myself, I am creating a resistance, in that resistance I am creating
a polarity conflict, in that polarity conflict I actually manifest
that which I resist and stand separate from.
Thus I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the first
application and manifestation of equality as myself is to stand one
and equal within me as my mind-consciousness system placement because
at this very moment I am that.
And within that, I forgive myself that
I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that so
long as I am not standing separate from it, I am thus standing equal
to it.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that what happens when
I stand as equal to my mind-consciousness system placement, is that,
in that equality standing and statement within and of me as the
mind-consciousness system I am able to direct it as me. And this is
where the amalgamation of me becomes the equality of myself as who I
am of life because in that realization 'at this moment I am a
mind-consciousness system' 'I stand equal as it' then from there
within and as the mind-consciousness system placement I direct myself
in the moment in every breath and I ask myself 'what will I accept
and allow within me and my world and what will I not accept myself
within and as my world'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to resist the realization that at the moment what
I am is the mind-consciousness system placement, as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that it is from this
starting point of equality of me as the mind-consciousness system
that I am in the process of birthing myself as life from the physical
- and this is where self-honesty self-will, and self breathing steps
in as an expression of me because it is from here using these tools
that I birth myself as life from the physical – this is how life is
born, I/we are in the process of birthing it as ourselves as who I/we
are in every moment of every breath in application.
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to stop the separation of myself by
standing equal as my mind-consciousness system and realize that it is
from this staring point that I am using the tools of self-honesty,
self-forgiveness, corrective application, self-breathing, and
self-will to assist and support myself to birth myself as life from
the physical.
Embrace
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to fully embrace myself as a
mind-consciousness system as what it is that I have accepted and
allowed myself to be and become, and in not doing so, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take take my
directive power away in forming a resistance to what it is that I am
as a limited mind-consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that before I can fix
myself, sort myself out, heal myself, complete myself, and fulfill
myself that I have to first embrace me as who I am at this stage
within holding me 'in my own arms', within accepting me completely,
within accepting me for what I have become.
I forgive myself that I have not
allowed myself to embrace myself for what it is that I have accepted
and allowed myself to be and become, completely and unconditionally,
and then forgiving myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself
to be and become and then taking a stand for what I will accept and
allow within myself. And within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that
within doing this I can start my process of recreation so that I can
be free from everything that I have accepted as my limitation and the
judgments that I have about others and about me so that I can take a
stand for what is relevant as life in all ways.
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to 'take the fetus position' and hold
myself and start with being born into this world again with all its
mistakes and fuck-ups, and accept it and become responsible for
everything that is here so that then I can change (it).
I forgive myself that I have not
accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that the
key to change is taking self-responsibility for all that is here both
within myself and in this world by embracing myself and this world as
what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.
When and as I see myself 'hiding' from
myself within blame and judgment and projection and fearing the
facing of myself, I stop and I breathe because I see, realize, and
understand that this fear of facing myself and hiding from myself is
due to the fact that I have not accepted and embrace myself as the
mind-consciousness system and all of its fuck-ups and therefore I am
resisting what is here and myself as what I have become which is
taking my power away to make changes and do anything about it.
And thus,
I commit myself to embracing myself as
the mind-consciousness system that I have accepted and allowed myself
to be and become thereby giving myself the power to direct myself as
the mind-consciousness system and then change myself and birth myself
as life from the physical.
I commit myself to, from within
standing as the mind as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be
and become, deciding what it is that I will accept and allow to exist
within and as me and this world from the starting point of all as one
as equal in equality and oneness, and then taking self-responsibility
to change my self to what is best for all using the tools of
self-will, self-honesty, self-forgiveness, writing, and
self-breathing to walk step-by-step, from where I am now, to my
birthing myself as life from the physical, and stopping my mind.
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