JTL Day 77 – Those Ignorant Bastards

I find I get really annoyed with people when I get into discussions about religion, or beliefs, or politics, or the economy. That everyone is so misinformed as to how things really work annoys me within the point that their perspectives are so limited because invariably everyone is thinking from the basis of the programming they received from 'the system' as it exists now, without any awareness that they are totally deceived about how things really work and thus supporting a system of inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become annoyed with people because of their lack of understanding of how the system really works.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is up to me to change other's perspectives as to how the system really works in one conversation and through debate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I have to prove to others that I am right. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within that go to great lengths to do so.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel 'superior' to others because I have knowledge that they do not have and refuse to examine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look down on others because of their limited and per-programmed belief systems that they have not yet given up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become annoyed with people who talk about love and light and god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as 'ignorant' and 'lazy' for not taking the time to explore and really contemplate how reality really works. And within that, I forgive myself that I have projected myself onto others within having this judgment towards them, instead of looking at myself in where it is that I have been 'lazy' and 'ignorant'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from others as me by judging others and reacting towards others.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see others as my teachers, showing me what it is that I have accepted and allowed within myself, especially when I react towards others because that is showing me that what they represent, I do not want to face, in someway, within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior towards others because I have 'taken the time to investigate reality and see it for what it is'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want and need to 'prove' myself towards others who do not see things the way that I do when I know that I am correct.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought and idea that I need to 'set people straight' and show them just how limited and 'silly' their belief systems are.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the need to prove myself 'right' towards others in the areas of politics and religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for the fucked-ness of this world because of their holding onto dead, and ridiculous belief systems, and then within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior towards them.

When and as I see myself going into judgments that others, who hold onto the limitations of dead belief systems and ignorance in the realm of religion, politics, and economics, are limited and ignorant and then start feeling superior to them and feel the need to prove myself right, and 'correct them, I stop and I breathe because I see, realize, and understand that all of this is just mental drama that is occurring within my mind and is completely created through my participation in the mind and is an energetic experience of the mind. I see, and realize, that I am one and equal with these beings and that they are showing me and reflecting to me what it is that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become and that when I react towards them and blame them, that shows me that I am suppressing the same or a similar point within myself.

And thus:

I commit myself to taking a deep breath when the topics of politics, religion, and economics comes up and instead accepting and allowing others to have their opinions without any reactions from me.

I commit myself to remaining 'here' within and as the physical, in the breath, so that I can see and hear others, as me, and suggest points to consider for them so that they may be able to see one day what is really going on.

I commit myself to stopping my participation in feeling superior towards others who hold onto belief systems and faulty understandings of economics, the equal money system, and politics by remaining here and breathing and equalizing myself with and as others as who I am.