JTL Day 73 – Aligning Myself Within 'All as One as Equal as Who I Am”, continued

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself in separation of myself as all as one as equal as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when I define myself as 'I am...” that I am limiting myself and separating myself within a personality construct that I have accepted and allowed to be who I am as the mind.

When and as I see myself going into self-definitions of who I am, I stop and I breathe. I do not allow myself to define myself because I see, realize, and understand that this is of personality definitions and an act of separation of myself as all as one as equal.

And thus I commit myself to, when and as I see myself going into definitions of myself as 'this is who I am...”, writing about these self definitions in self-honesty so that I can stop participating in them and align myself within and as 'all as one as equal as who I am'.

When and as I see myself going into desires for something outside of myself, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that going into desires is of the mind and separates me from what I desire as if it is not already who I am.

And thus, I commit myself to writing about what I desire to assist me to stop going into desires so as to align myself within oneness and equality.

When and as I see myself judging others in separation of myself as them, I stop and I breathe. I do not accept and allow myself to judge others because I see, realize, and understand that these judgments do not exist outside of my own mind and reveal to me that I to am participating in the same thing or am at least suppressing the same thing within my mind.

And thus I commit myself to, when and as I see myself judging others, stop judging others through breathing and then writing and exploring these points in self-honesty to see where I too am doing the same thing and then writing about it so that I can stop myself and align myself within oneness and equality.

When and as I see myself reacting in emotions of anger and frustration towards others, I stop and I breathe because I see, realize, and understand that these and all emotions are of the mind, an act of separation of those other beings from me as one and equal, and therefore reveal to me that I too am doing the same thing or am suppressing something within myself that I do not want to face.

And thus, I commit myself to stopping all reactions towards others and writing about these reactions in self honesty so that I can see what it is that I am participating in, in separation within my mind, and stop; and thus align myself within being one and equal with all as myself, of no mind.

When and as I see myself holding internal conversations with myself about others or imagining things about others, I stop and I breathe. I do not allow myself to hold internal conversations about others because I see, realize, and understand that I am separating myself from them as me by doing this.

And thus, I commit myself to stopping all internal conversations about others and imagining of others by breathing, and when I cannot stop I commit myself to writing about this so that I can break it down within self-honesty and stop, thereby aligning myself within oneness and equality and stopping the manifestation of the illusion of separation.

When and as I see myself reacting to the 'atrocities' of this world as if I am not one and equal with these atrocities, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that I am one and equal with this world as who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become, and therefore only need to look within myself to see why it is that the world exists they way it does now.

And thus, I commit myself to looking within for the 'answers' as to why the world exists the way it does now, and I commit myself to stopping myself and aligning myself within oneness and equality so that I can eventually change the world to a world that is best for all.

And thus I also commit myself to investigating everything of this world, all the 'atrocities' and things that I do not want to look at, because I see, realize, and understand that everything of this world reflects back to me what it is that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become in the separation of my own mind.

When and as I see myself getting frustrated and annoyed with others for 'ignoring' or denying this world and the atrocities of this world, I stop and I breathe; because I see, realize, and understand that I am one and equal these beings and they are merely reflecting back to me what it is that I have accepted and allowed within myself and my reactions towards them show me that I suppressing acts of separation within participating in my own mind.

And thus I commit myself to, when and as I see myself reacting in frustration and annoyance towards others who deny or willfully remain ignorant of this world and the atrocities of this world, writing about these reactions so that I can see where it is that I too am still accepting and allowing myself to separate myself within my own mind and thereby create and manifest a world of hardship.