Wednesday, November 20, 2013

JTL Day 72 – Aligning Myself Within 'All as One as Equal as Who I Am”, continued


I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when I judge someone, I am separating myself from that person as myself.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from others, as me, by judging them.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when I judge someone, in separation of myself, that because I judge this reveals to me that I too am doing the same thing as those who I judge.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when I judge someone, in separation of myself, that because I judge this reveals to me that I too am doing participating in the same or similar energetic patterns of the mind and either to the same extent or even much 'less' and either way I am suppressing this and do not want to face this as who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress self-realizations of what I accept and allow myself to participate in, within and as my own mind; and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself and therefore suppress the reality of myself so as that I do not have to deal with it.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others in separation of myself and to participate judgment of others when and as it comes up, thereby creating and perpetuating the illusion of separation and therefore making it unlikely that I will be able to see myself as that 'other' being.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to others in frustration in separation of myself.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to others in anger in separation of myself.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that frustration is a form of anger.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in 'internal backchat' about others, within and as my mind in separation of myself as others, which then serves to further charge me up as my mind thereby initiating reactions of emotions towards others, further separating myself from others as me and perpetuating and creating the illusion of separation.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that all beings in this world exist as they are because of what it is that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become within and as my own mind and within the illusion of separation.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT look within myself for the 'answers' as to why all beings exist as they are in this/my world.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not slow down enough to stop my mind so as to see myself as the other being that I am reacting to and so that I can look within myself, in self-honesty, for what it is that I am accepting and allowing within myself that is causing reactions towards others beings.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to live the realization of 'all as one as equal, as me' within the point of stopping thoughts, judgments, and reactions towards others, of which do not exist outside of my own mind, in separation from all as me.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that all of the 'atrocities' of this wold, are a reflection of what it is that I accept and allow within myself as my mind as a result of creating the illusion of separation by participating thoughts, feelings, and emotions.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'react' towards the 'atrocities' of this world with anger, sadness, frustration, indignity – in which by doing so I am perpetuating the illusion of separation and separating myself from these 'atrocities' thereby, ironically, further perpetuating and supporting their continued existence.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'react' towards the 'atrocities' in this world with various emotions, in separation of myself as these 'atrocities'; and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to negate my own self- responsibility towards these 'atrocities' as who and what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that when and as I participate in various 'desires' within wanting something outside of myself to 'gratify' me or make me 'happy', that within doing this I am in-fact separation myself from what it is that I desire and also all of existence.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all as one as equal as who I am, by going into and participating in desires for things outside of myself, as if I am not already what it is that I desire.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge objects and beings outside of myself based on their shapes and various qualities and then go into desire or repulsion – thereby creating and manifesting the illusion of separation of these objects and beings that I judge.



I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that where it is that I judge and react to other beings and 'atrocities' and events and things in my world, reveals to me areas that I need to take the 'self-responsibility' to look within

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