JTL Day 96 – Self-Forgiveness on Anger

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that anger already exists within and as me because of shame for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become and because I accept points of self-dishonesty to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that my anger has nothing to do with the certain 'triggers' that set-off my anger, but that my anger already existed, suppressed, within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the triggers, that set-off my anger, for my going into anger.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that many times before I go into anger, especially when I am facing a point that usually sets off my anger, I know it in advance that I will be angry – indicating to me that my anger does in fact already exist independent from that said trigger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger, that already exists within and as me, at certain defined triggers and points within my world due to my existing within and as fear, need, want, and desire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anger actually exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with anger.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to exert anger onto anther instead of realizing that this anger is already within me, as me – because of my participation in thoughts, back-chats, desires, fears, and self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed anger within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept anger within anther and thus validate the anger within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within and as anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be validated within myself to react with anger to someone who is exerting their anger at me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with the money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger towards peoples 'willful ignorance and support of the money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with spirituality and religion, in separation of myself – not seeing that these things exists because I accept and allow these systems to exist within and as me. And thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at those who justify hunger, starvation, and any form of economic inequality because 'we cannot do any better' or 'this is the best system we have'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger towards people who 'waste my time'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my time being wasted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for wasting my time and within this justify myself to exert my anger at them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at the loss of money, or potential loss of money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for any loss of money that I may experience as justification for me to exert my anger on them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at the way people talk.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exert my anger at the way people talk.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at and exert my anger at being lost while driving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at the media and the lies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at people falling for and repeating the lies of the media.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at humanity and within this anger to blame humanity for its current manifested existence, in separation of myself as humanity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at the government and all forms of authority.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that exerting my anger to someone or something separate from me is a statement of blame.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that anger exists within me because I am not allowing myself to take self-responsibility for me in living self-honesty in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger towards conservatives and liberals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with people who define themselves as conservatives and liberals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger towards people who define themselves as anything; and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with people not realizing the absurd limitations one places on self through defining oneself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with people's ignorance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with and exert my anger towards those who justify the rich being rich while people starve within the ideal of competition and the blaming of the poor as the 'losers' for their condition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exert my anger towards points in my world through blame, instead of realizing that it is the systems, the mind, that I am accepting and allowing to exist within and as me that I am merely seeing expressed within these points within my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest, hold-on to, and exert my anger towards my world and points within my world as a point of blame, in separation of all as one with and as me, thereby negating my self-responsibility towards everything as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become – and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perpetuate this very existence as it is through my anger.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that I become angry at certain points within my reality as a way to exert the emotional build-up of anger that already exists within and as me. And within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to know, in advance, when an expression of anger is building within me, and to let it out anyway through the justification of blame/blaming someone/something else outside me for my anger – as way/excuse to release this emotional build-up of anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of money and my ability to take care of myself and my family within this world, and then to express my anger at points in this world that I perceive to 'threaten' me within this.