JTL Day 98 – Fear Takes You Far From 'Here'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not going into fear

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear just being 'here'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear is real.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I do not participate in fear, that what I fear might actually happen to me.

I forgive that I've not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that fear is a per-programmed reaction, of the mind.

I forgive myself that I've ignored the realization that the fear serves no purpose.

I forgive myself that I've not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that participating in fear actually increases the chances of what I fear happening.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the simplicity in practical solutions as the solution, instead of fear as a solution.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear loss.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of money.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear for my survival.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to pay my bills.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear asking for money.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being seen by others as unable to and unfit to survive in this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the money system of this world – capitalism

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of what I have.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the central bankers.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear ignorant people

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge people as ignorant.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to charge the word 'ignorant' as bad/negative in separation of myself as that word.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being ignorant.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the way people talk.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear big men.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear needles.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the modern medical association.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear vaccines.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear and judge as 'stupid' those who take vaccines.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear my own mind.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear my memories.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am not able to transcend/escape/stop my mind.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear my own self-awareness.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the solution of breathing and being 'here'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of my partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear who I would be without my partner.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not having anything to do.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being able to 'stimulate' my mind.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge the word 'stimulate' as positive/good in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear doing certain activities because I have judged them as 'boring' and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage my time by only doing distracting things out of fear.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear writing.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear death and dying.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear having a heart-attack.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to walk.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to have sex.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear growing old.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear going bald.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear what others would think if I am bald.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not pursuing a life of self-interest.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear those who I've judged as 'ignorant' to believe that they are 'right', and within that, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to go into rebuttals when I hear something spoken of ignorance, instead of remaining 'here' and breathing and engaging within others as myself.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not being 'right'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear others thinking that I am 'wrong'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear war.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear power.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being tortured.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being stabbed to death.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the oceans beings polluted with trash and radiation.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear HAARP and chemtrails.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being bored.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that boredom exists.

I forgive myself that I've not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that everything that exists is in-fact self, and that within that everything that I fear is actually self – and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.

I forgive myself that I've not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that fear is made-up within and as my mind and does not exist separate from my mind.

I forgive myself that I've not allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that fear is a program of the mind to keep me in my mind-consciousness placement in this world of separation and slavery.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear being 'wrong'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am equal to and one with that which I fear.

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to question my own fear.

I realize that I am not fear.

I realize that fear serves no purpose.

I realize that fear is not a solution.

I realize that fear keeps me trapped in the mind.

I realize that fear keeps me from realizing myself as all as one as equal, as who I am.

I realize that fear is a program of the mind.

I realize that fear is self-created.

I realize that fear is not real unless I give it life by giving up my 'life' as all as one as equal.

And thus, I commit myself to stand up within and as my fear when it comes up, and embracing the fear as me, not suppressing the fear within the point of denial that it exists, but embracing it as who I am in that moment; and then breathing and stopping the fear/the patterns of fear of the mind as I experience them and standing up as life, of no fear.